Friday, July 29, 2005

Stress

What a scary and tiring month for us. A week or two ago,my company announced that they were laying off 3,000 across the whole footprint. I'm just able to breathe better now since IT won't get affected until a year or two from today. It's a bit scary since we don't know what will happen past a year from now.
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I wish I could write more on my blog. I'm just so tired when the day is done. Makes you just appreciate how much value a maid adds. The sad thing is both Dez and I are tired and stressed out; me from office work and home chores, Dez from handling the kids all day and from home chores as well. And it doesn't help that both of us sleep late. We sleep around 1 am and I usually wake up at around 6:20 to prepare for work, and Dez sometimes wakes up earlier when Aris cries in the night, or when Audric has a nosebleed. I'd like to sleep in late on the weekends, but I know Dez needs me, so I try to wake up at 8 am - just an additional hour and 40 minutes. No wonder so many people here have nervous breakdowns...